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Lup ([personal profile] necromanswers) wrote2025-07-10 12:54 am

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"Lucky you, you've reached Lup! ...Is what I'd say if I were around. Let me know what's up and I'll get back to you in a jiffy."

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[personal profile] astralera 2019-12-28 05:24 am (UTC)(link)
As I've no control over it it would be quite difficult to demonstrate, but were there a way I would not be opposed.

We have some forms of enchantment, though it is less its own discipline and more a concept applied throughout various others.

Necromancy exists, but is taboo and most oft considered a branch of Thaumaturgy or Black Magic.

I actually have a soul crystal with me. My Soul of the Dark Knight... Which I suppose relates to locking things away.

These repressed thoughts and feelings are sent to what is referred to as the 'Abyss' within me, giving life to and fueling my Darkside. My Darkside is its own entity. They have two forms, and can create a simulacrum of themself to fight by my side.

One form is Fray, the previous holder of my soul crystal, though they are not truly him. They acted as my teacher and guide to the Dark Arts in the beginning.

The other is Esteem, who is my doppelganger when they take physical form. Esteem appears less frequently.

Neither are 'evil', nor 'bad'. They love me and seek nothing more than to protect me and those I care for.
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[personal profile] astralera 2019-12-29 05:44 am (UTC)(link)
Visions of the past tend to strike at either the most opportune or most inopportune moments possible, though also tend to provide very useful insight.

It is quite easy — while my Darkside is me, they do not feel like me. What they feel is all their own. But yes, they are the simulacrum I mentioned, though I haven't really a choice between them. Fray is who appears when I summon my Darkside, and who most frequently appears when I am in need, for they — he — is still my mentor in some ways. Esteem appears whenever it best suits them, though will occasionally come when I call for them outside of combat.

The cost is a portion of my aether, of which I have ample supply, even with this place having reduced my reserves considerably. I can sustain a simulacrum for a handful of weeks, and that simulacrum can then create much shorter-lived simulacrums... Though that is a situation that has happened only once, and it was under unique circumstances. I had experienced a surge of anguish whilst holding my Soul of the Dark Knight, and the result was said emotion stealing a portion of aether from me and giving itself physical form. I hadn't the faintest idea that he had been of me, not merely a living orphan.

In theory a mental instability could cause another such occurrence, though it is not something that concerns me. Fray offers me protection.
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[personal profile] astralera 2019-12-30 06:54 am (UTC)(link)
While the Echo was not the cause, something similar happened at the worst possible moment with the worst possible person. I was lucky in that a friend jumped in and saved me, but it is troubling to think it could happen again with a vision.

You are a twin? My little siblings are twins.

Not so far as I'm aware. I imagine one with soul- or aether-sense would be able to tell the difference right away, but not even Fray was aware of it until some time had passed. Perhaps one day I could bring my Darkside forth and you could see for yourself.
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[personal profile] astralera 2019-12-30 07:43 am (UTC)(link)
I doubt I will remember any of this when I return home, but it cannot hurt to try.

Alphinaud and Alisaie are identical as well, to such a degree they're often mistaken for each other, though I've never confused them. I miss them a great deal.

I am fine with it. They say they are 'not some frivolous party trick', however I know they would agree to it if I asked.
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[personal profile] astralera 2019-12-30 08:49 pm (UTC)(link)
This is not the first 'other' universe I have been to. I do not miss it, but I miss the mentor I had there. She trained me in modern sciences and medicine, never judging me for what I did not know. She simply made sure I would no longer be ignorant, and that I worked hard to earn my knowledge.

I am glad I haven't forgotten that, here.

Taako? He is the one that hides behind the guise of an irreverent imbecile, correct?

They are the one and the same, Fray and Esteem; two sides of a coin. A single simulacrum, though they are both different. The one you will likely meet will be Esteem.
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[personal profile] astralera 2019-12-31 05:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Magical jamjar? That sounds much more pleasant than Deerington. People often died or were killed in horrific ways, to such an extent that significant research was put into analyzing the side-effects of each subsequent death.

I do miss having wilderness to roam through, and a garden, a forge and proper resources, my Chocobo, and things to hunt and kill. This city is so confining and restrictive. We are prisoners, and to gain more freedom we must pay with our bodies. It is disgusting in a far more insidious way. I much prefer monsters.

I'm not sure what I think of your brother, though he has a good heart. When offering input on identifying my feelings, he brought up the concern that it may be an unhealthy relationship, and perhaps it would be better to focus on myself first.

He was wrong of course, but the thought was appreciated all the same.